Diyaa jumped off the front of the Pander, and let’s just say he began briskly walking away, the fear showing on his face. He was scared shitless for some reason. If this was indeed an IIS safehouse, or a former secret residence of Saddam, it might still have some folks inside it if Saddam was there or was planning to stay there. Hell, Diyaa may have been working for the regime and was leading us into an ambush. I prayed the one-story, walled residence wasn’t booby-trapped to keep curious US military folks out.

I jumped off after Diyaa and told him to get his ass back here. He brought us here, and we were going in together like one big happy fucking family. His face contorted into an array of expressions that I had never seen before. I grabbed him as we lined up against the wall of the compound waiting for the fellas to open the gate. All the while he kept saying in English, “No Mister, please, no Mister, please.” “Shut the fuck up you stupid bitch! You’re going in,” I yelled in Arabic, as the first Ranger was blowing the gate open to gain access to the inner courtyard of the residence.

As the stack of Rangers, Diyaa and I all ran into the compound, I noticed that this house was a bit different than the 30+ houses we had raided in Baghdad, Habbaniyah, and Fallujah thus far. It was well-kept, the grass inside the walls was green, and the windows all had curtains in them. That’s a bad sign…

After seeing the Rangers blow the gate off its hinges, my little Iraqi friend thought he was going to be a cool guy and became a bit emboldened. His initial fear seemed to melt away after he saw that we had actually penetrated the “inner sanctum” of the “Saddam House” and he seemed to take a sort of strange leadership role, telling people to be careful and pointing out items of interest.

We cleared the house and found lots of strange things, like folders full of personal information on Kuwaitis and Iraqis, thousands of black and white mug shot photos, and photo albums of men in plain clothes, all with moustaches, beating, murdering and raping men and women. The folders were all neatly stacked into bookshelves in the rooms, which were complete with furniture and sundry things.

The mission commander called out to me from another room in the house and took us into the backyard, and then into what looked like some sort of white-washed garage structure. As we were walking, he told me to prepare myself as he thought they had found a torture chamber, and there was still blood and human remains in it. At this point, our new Iraqi friend, whose house we had raided just two hours earlier, was starting to piss me off because he was grabbing everything he thought was of value and trying to stuff the shit in his shirt and pants. I told the Ranger private to search him and then to take him outside and put him in the back of one of the gun trucks.

I entered the building that was located behind the main residence; a strange smell of chemicals and rotting flesh permeated the air inside. I thought I was going to throw up when I first walked in, but luckily I plugged my nose and became a professional mouth-breather. As I surveyed the scene before me, I began to think about what had probably taken place in this edifice of evil.

The small cells that looked like the inside of medieval torture chambers one might see in Europe were on both sides of the narrow hallway down which I walked. The floor appeared to be damp in some areas, as if someone had recently washed it down with a hose and, with no windows or sun exposure, it remained wet. Baghdad wasn’t super hot at this time of the year, but hot enough for water to evaporate. For some reason that hadn’t happened yet. Granted, these floors were inside of a cement building, and the doors had remained closed, but I’m sure that we had just missed whoever normally called this place home.