Read Part 1 here and Part 2 here

During my time in Burma, I stayed in the home of Saw Rai, a quiet, genuinely nice guy.  He had a kind face and a witty, playful spirit.  He was happy to have me string up my hammock in his bamboo home, run interviews on his porch, and let me tag along as he treated his many patients.

Not exactly state of the art equipment

After years of medical training in the jungle, Saw Rai was as medically competent as a physician, when it came to jungle type care anyway.  At least, that’s what the American doctor I was with told me.  The Karen medic had extensive experience with malaria, tropical diseases, delivering babies in the middle of the jungle, and other things you would never see in the US.  What the doctor didn’t tell me about was Saw Rai’s combat experience as a foot soldier in the civil war, long before his medical pursuits.

We were walking from one village to the next, as we often did out in the jungle.  After some short conversation, we began swapping war stories.  He mostly liked to talk about the things that made him laugh, but soon enough we were exchanging the heavier sides of our experiences in our respective wars.

I told him about my deployments to Afghanistan, the firefights here and there.  He asked me in-depth about a particularly bad fight I was in, that he had heard about from someone else.  I told him that we didn’t have to charge hills or fight off a literal army like the Karen did.

He told me about his last intense firefight.  He was on a ridge and they were creeping up, about to flank some enemy forces.  He was quite young back then, and while he had some experience, he didn’t have much training to fall back on, and certainly wasn’t confident in his tactical abilities.  But still, like so many kids in so many wars, he gripped his rifle and crept higher toward the crest of the ridge.

The jungle is thick there; it’s not like many forests here.  In most places you can’t run freely between the trees, the underbrush is too thick.  He was losing sight of the guys to his left and right, and though they were probably less than a stone’s throw away, he said he felt alone.  The density of the jungle also makes it  difficult to track enemy movement, so he wasn’t even sure what he would find on the other side of the ridge.

He heard a noise behind him, and whirled around to find a Burmese soldier who had wandered behind their lines.  The soldier was even younger than he was, and he was shaking.  He said they both just sort of stared at each other for a long second, and the Burmese soldier just put his rifle down.  He said he was tired of fighting, then he left.